Thursday, June 8th, 2017
Non fasting day
Went to the park to do some light jogging
For a moment I felt defeated as I stretched and prepped and began and couldn’t jog for more than 30 seconds before my knees and calves started hurting
Just for a moment as other joggers ran passed me and I was nearly crippled in pain
Just for a moment when I was ready to stop and turn around and go the 1000 feet back to my car
Just for a moment when I wanted to pull off, ashamed and embarrassed and wanting to hide from people I didn’t even know
Just for a moment
But then I thought about how everyone starts somewhere and it’s never to late to start over
But then I thought if I walk no one knows if I chose to walk or if I’m walking because I can’t run
But then I thought you are doing this for you and no one else
So I kept going and kept walking
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